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WATERSLIDES IN AUXILIARY HOSPITAL WASHROOM by Daniel Thompson

 

Three Poems


Exaltation in December
          For Susan Savage
 

                   When suddenly the road in front of you collapses
                   into the froth of the Pacific,
                   the wind blows the tails of your coat,

                   and you think of your mother washing windows
                   always on the tips of her toes— 
                   a sight on the threshold of being:

                   a harvest moon rising,
                   a brief, blissful blizzard,
                   a sidewalk breathing steam.

                   When the flowers blossom 
                   into something a little more sinister— 
                   thick petals that shed their color. 

                   The distance is too great, 
                   like the span of the canyon
                   that tears through the desert floor.

                   The ships dotting the horizon fade 
                   into black before daybreak and you've 
                   seen it before, in the eyes of wounded elk. 

                   Heard it when your uncle holed himself up
                   in a Missouri cabin, peppered his memories
                   and salted his skull across the mantelpiece.

                   Felt it when your father fought for each breath
                   until you left the hospice—you came back to find
                   a bed of flesh and hair.

                   You remember the low rumble
                   of his chest, your face pressed
                   against it like the windowsill. 

                   The streaks left on the glass were makeshift
                   arrangements of summer afternoons when 
                   the river refused its bed and rose to meet the sky. 

                   When we'd race down the hill on a radio-flyer
                   wagon and you would scream with excitement,
                   dirty hair flying like a bullet-riddled flag.

                   Or the times at the beach when the whole family
                   glowed of gold; you were digging in the sand,
                   rubbing it across pudgy cheeks with a grin.

 

 

 

 

Sourful Things
 

   I used to throw words at people 
now I eat people's words 
        bleat less easily.
   My mom feeds burgers to bulldogs 
to children of all ages 
         and senior citizens. 
   She says Dad finds himself at work 
there are six mirrors here 
          garage stays closed.
    She doesn’t leave the door unlocked 
just says sourful things
           my teeth hurt at night.

 

 

 

 

Neighbors 
 

School was almost over
the day the earth split.

The roast tasted metallic
as my parents passed spare words.

The footage played on television,
bodies projecting bluish on the profiles of the family.

As we tried to eat, 
we tried not to look. 

That weekend, my mother took me
to visit her sister, her headstone

next to one of those lost. My mother
spoke with his in hushed voices. I

overheard something about bullies,
other parents, guns. We drove home, 

her hands soft on the wheel. Years later, 
she called me on the phone, said our neighbor

was expelled from school for bringing
his father’s pistol. My tongue pushed against my teeth,

and I thought about the afternoons
we kids would meet in the cul-de-sac—

the water we shot from plastic arced terrible,
catching the red rays of the sun.

 

 

 

Nicholas Carlos Fuenzalida is an MFA poetry candidate at NYU, where he serves as layout editor for the Washington Square Review. He lives and works in New York.